So she took you in. And was your sole provider, the only person in the world that was nice to you. But she got you involved in plots that you clearly don't like. And also, she got you roped into whatever is going on with some dark godling. That sounds like an abusive relationship to me, Emerald.

[She holds up a hand to forestall a protest.]

She did that stuff for you but wasn't she getting something out of it? A helper that was totally dependent on her?